i'm so tired of this crap. i just want things to get better. i don't understand what i've done so wrong, and i don't like it when people are fighting. i'm tired of feeling malleable tension in the air. i'm tired of not knowing what to say or do. i'm tired of not knowing what's going on. i'm tired of not knowing what i've done wrong. i'm tired of everything. i'm tired of life. i quit.