Sorta weird down mood

I'm so sick of Mom always finding fault with everything i do, and everything about me and who I am. She thinks I'm off doing stuff I shouldn't be when I'm not, and wouldn't even consider it . Yesterday, she sat me down and started lecturing me. She amde me cry, and then said that's why she never has to ground me or anything, becuase her form of punishment for me is making me cry. Once I've broken down she knows I've been punished enough, and then she tries to make it all better. But you just can't, not after doing that. She totally flip around and changes moods completely. I can't change that fast, nor do I see why I should. Dad says she's trying to make the transtion from being a parent to being a friends, but I'll tell you what, she's a horrible friend. Last night I went out with Ben. We saw a movie, but I wasn't really into it. My mind was on earlier that day with Mom. Afterwards we went out for ice ream and I totally broke down with Ben. I feel kinda bad for crying in front of him and letting all that raw emotion out, but he said that's what he's there for. I hate crying.