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so yes, i'm awake at 5 am. i can't sleep because my throat is raw and it hurts to bad to breathe. i think i may try taking a steamy shower and then making soup. but oh ye gods it hurts. patty lou and coley haven;t even gone to bed yet, and i think i'm waking up for the day. i'm dying, blah.

*sighs*

today started out really good and energetic. it's turning into one of those half flashback, can't shake it out of my head, fighting panic days. it's okay though. i just need to keep myself busy, which shouldn't be a problem, what with homework i have to catch up on from being sick and sleeping and generally missing class. mostly though i think instead of doing homework i'm going to write. i feel oddly inspired. i did this morning too. i wrote a sonnet. i feel more poetry coming on now. ciao

***EDIT***
So, somethings I forgot to mention, but I don't want o make a third entry for the day. Tonight is Therese's Birthday Party. Maybe just one shot for Jan. I made her an oigami penguin for her gift. It's her favorite animal. He turned out really cute. I send out hope and love to Lincoln Floor 17. I can't even imagine how traumatizing it is. So lots of love to them. Q! I love you! I want to hold you and make you all better! There will be big hugs all around when I see you over winter. Don't let you hopes and dreams go away. Just keep your strength up and fight with all your hope. I love you no matter what though! *HUGS* You just keep doing your thing, girl. I send you lots of love!