perfect night

[skylark913]

i was really unmotivated in the homework department tonight. i ended up going to the RPAC to sit in the sauna and meditate, swim, and run. it was nice. it felt really good just to do something and to get the endorphins flowing. after that i hopped back on my bike, but i wasn't ready to go home yet. i rode ou to the oval and found the perfect tree. the one that is in the little triangle where the preacher guy always is during the day. but anyways, i climbed up it. it's the perfect tree to climb into and sit/lay in. if i didn't have to be up early tomorrow i prolly would have slept out there. it was so nice. the cool, brisk wind brushing across your hands and through your hair. the rough bark against your face. trees always fill me with a feeling of complete calm. they always seem to make me feel like they're listening to me, even though i'm not saying anything. this one, he seemed so wise and kind, embracing me his great arms. just holding me as i let all my tension and worries drain away, at least for a little bit. that slight repsite was all i needed though to re energize me. to make me feel cleansed and healthy and 'right' again. hopefully it will ast a while, but if not, i know where to go now. it's things like this that make me feel like the world is alright, like there is some goodness out there when everything else seems so lost and hopeless. there is something out there.