Horrible Week...

[skylark913]

Okay...so this week hasn't been going well. I got stuck working a 5 hour shift and two 8 hour shifts over break, which cuts in on the free time. I really just kind of want to give up. I don't care anymore. I'm sick of dealing with all these problems at home. Sunday night I just walked out. I went over to Nate's. I'm so glad he still cares. He gave me a place to stay, even if it was only for an hour or so, and he let me cry. I can't cry in front of many people...and it's nice to have someone who'll lend a shoulder. I was doing horrible all day on Monday, and Amy could tell. I didn't want to go home that night, and she offered her house to me. So I spent the night there and went with her to school this morning. I really just want things to get better. I'm working tonight, which I'm not too thrilled about, but at least it's getting me out of the house. That's the only good thing about working this much over break; at least it's getting me out of the house. I just want to get out. I can't wait til college when I get to move out. I told Nate I got accepted. He said he'd help me pack, in a nice, comforting way. He's still my big brother. I thought I was losing him, but he's still there. I really hope things start going uphill from here...ciao...

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[midnightpyro.livejournal.com]

You need happier entries, you're depressing me. Actually, you need entries glorifying me too. That would make me happy. But you never talk to me anymore, and that makes me sad.