*sighs*

[skylark913]

some days just aren't meant to be good i guess. sometimes i just want to curl up and cry, maybe curl up and die. no one can hurt me if i'm dead. i can't say or do anything. i just get yelled at for that. so i'll just curl up. fighting is bad. no one should fight. there should be no conflict. i'll just curl up. everyone take your shots, i won't do anything. i think i like nate better now that he's got a girlfriend. he's more mellow. he's more big brother like to me. it's nice. i wish i could have seen ben yesterday or today. maybe tomorrow before his family comes in we'll get to see each other. maybe. i dunno. i'm so sick of getting yelled at by everyone. i'm done! i'm finished! screw you all! screw the whole god-damned world!